Firrbudi aka Lensahijau

These are the things in my wallet for a few months. Absolutely they are just some faded tickets, bills and receipts but for me they are worth than everything. They are bills of experience while I was in Edinburgh almost a year ago. I have to admit that I couldn't put aside those memories of being there and gained many great experiences. I wish that I could come back and stay longer. Maybe to fulfil my doctorate ambition. In this city I've learned how to be a better person, a more responsible father to my family and a better Muslim for my religion. I'm so grateful. Edinburgh, Laying on hilly terrain that makes you appealing to be tapped Cool breezes from the north that makes you chilled Castle on your top makes you a historic brink That is all about you Edinburgh I walked on your path to find for guidance My family on your belly to search for happiness We were there to feel your emotions That is all about us Edinburgh Call us back, call us back All though ...

I am running, She is running, We are running, Someone knows their final destination, But some do not, I know where i am heading to, But HE knows everything what HE planned, I am running, And keep running, There are many obstacles along my path, Some hurt me, But some release me, Someone left me far behind, But many others is behind me, I am running, To catch time, But time does not wait for me, I left by the time, Again, i am running, I fell but linger, I know that there is flicker at twilight, It is convenient me to run, Eventhough in the unlit but still its radiated for me. I feel so feebly, Can i permeate the last wall, I hope so, HE knows what is good for me and others. If god willing, I will be there.... by firrbudi @ TIMA : 17th Disember 2010

Sometimes i wondered why i live. Someone told me live as typical you are. Eventually some people showed me that life is versatile. Life is unexplorable. Today is different from tomorrow and tomorrow is another different day than yesterday. I thought that every day is the same day but i am wrong, every day is different, it is dynamic and active. We have to accept it. We do not notice it because we do it repetitively and rhetorically. Life is simple as a scarecrow and a bird phrases. Once scarecrow standing in the middle of farm, it will stand there until someone reposition it or other forces take it down. It does not move. It is static, passive and souless. A bird will fly, flying high and low, flying far away with thousand of miles. Is it we live like a scarecrow or we live like a bird? Explore this life and you will find yourself, either you will be better or worst, rich or poor. The choice is in your hand. by firrbudi @ Maju Tower : 15 Jun 2010

Anak, Sekali lagi raya menjelma, Datang menyapa sang pemuasa, Datang mungkin untuk yang terakhir, Tiada siapa yang tahu, Anak, Pulanglah, Mungkin hari raya ini yang terakhir, Mungkin bagi kita atau orang tua, Kerana kita semua hamba, Tak mungkin tahu takdir Tuhan, Kerana kita hamba, Hidup dan mati ketentuan Tuhan, Anak, Jangan kesibukan jadi alasan, Jangan kesempitan jadi halangan, Kerana kasih ibu tiada batasan, Kerana kasih ayah penuh dugaan, Anak, Berbakti biar masih ada, Berjasa biar boleh merasa, Terbalaskah jasa mereka? Terjawabkah keringat mereka? Anak, Adili diri, Terlangsaikah tanggungjawabmu, Eratkah kasih sayangmu, Terkucupkah pipi orang tuamu, Anak, Emas itu tidak bernilai, Wang itu tidak kaya, Cantik itu tidak sempurna, Tiada yang boleh dibangga, Bila roh dan jasad terpisah, Anak, Berilah kasih sayang, Berilah belaian, Berilah doa dan munajatmu, Kerna tiada siapa tahu bila dan bila izrael kan menjelma. Selamat Hari Raya... Maaf Zahir & Batin... Berhati-hati Di Jalanray...

Bila disebut hijau... Ia sekadar warna tanpa erti, Jadilah ia lambang kehidupan, Jadilah ia lambang keagamaan, Bila disebut kehijauan... Ia berubah menjadi satu sifat, Sifat alami, Sifat kedamaian, Walauapapun sebutannya... hijau adalah kesempurnaan. by firrbudi @ Maju Tower, 07 Mei 2009 Mobile : +6019 2005256 Email : lensa_hijau@yahoo.com / dosh212@gmail.com Personal Blog : http://lensahijau.blogspot.com/ Fotopages : http://lensahijau.fotopages.com/ Official Blog: http://theorangestudio.blogspot.com/

lawan api dengan api-api... sekali terbakar hancurlah diri, lawan api dengan api-api, kereta hangus dimakan api, lawan api dengan api-api, kejadian berlaku di tol LDP, lawan api dengan api-api, sempat kurakam dengan HTC, api-api lawan api.... by firrbudi @ Sg. Penchala Tol LDP, 29 March 2009 (HTC 'touch' 2 mega pixels camera) Mobile : +6019 2005256 Email : lensa_hijau@yahoo.com / dosh212@gmail.com Personal Blog : http://lensahijau.blogspot.com/ Fotopages : http://lensahijau.fotopages.com/ Official Blog: http://theorangestudio.blogspot.com/

Kampungku... Dah tak seperti dulu, Dulu berseri, Sekarang sepi, Rumah kayu dah jadi batu, Ayam dan itik tak lagi bersarang, Yang ada hanyalah reban-reban ayam yang kosong, Dulu atok kuat bekerja, Opah pulak rajin memasak, Semua tu tiada lagi, Keuzuran menjamah diri, Mengharapkan anak cucu datang mencari, Kampungku... Dulu aku dibesarkan disini, Dulu aku ketawa disini, Dulu aku menangis disini, Sekarang aku datang lagi, Melihat 'aku' yang dulu, Menjiwai suasana itu, Aku akan datang lagi, Walau entah berapa kali, Pasti aku datang lagi, Menemui 'aku' yang kekal disini. by firrbudi @ Tapah Road & Kuala Kangsar, 14 & 15 Mac 2009 Mobile : +6019 2005256 Email : lensa_hijau@yahoo.com / dosh212@gmail.com Personal Blog : http://lensahijau.blogspot.com/ Fotopages : http://lensahijau.fotopages.com/

Oh Bulan... Samarnya cahayamu Buat tenang jiwaku Oh Bulan... Engkau kesepian Dan jiwaku larut dalam sepi itu Oh Bulan... Wujudmu dengan seribu erti Yang tak mudah untuk aku mengerti Oh Bulan... Malam-malam indahku bersamamu Namun tidak sentiasa kau mampu mendampingiku by firrbudi @ Bdr. Sri Damansara, 09 Feb 2009 Mobile : +6019 2005256 Email : lensa_hijau@yahoo.com / dosh212@gmail.com Personal Blog : http://lensahijau.blogspot.com/ Fotopages : http://lensahijau.fotopages.com/